tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35818731763264410142012-02-15T23:36:20.990-08:00huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.comBlogger2611100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-70019799030011915602012-02-15T05:23:00.000-08:002012-02-15T05:25:12.746-08:00I should have told you I love you<div>When I really did</div><div><br /></div><div>Love actually</div><div>Great movie indeed</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7001979903001191560?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-73137292984950385172012-02-14T06:20:00.000-08:002012-02-14T06:28:01.694-08:00Severe period pain on Valentine's Day<div>Oh FINE &gt;&lt;</div><div>supposed to work till 4pm </div><div>but left earlier since I couldn't bare the pain</div><div>had 4 pain killers today</div><div><br /></div><div>at night</div><div>a group of single girls had dinner together</div><div>the food was great</div><div>the people were great =)</div><div><br /></div><div>always wanted to have someone beside me when i m nt feeling well</div><div>but sadly</div><div>there was no one in the past 2 years</div><div>i can only depend on pain killers =(</div><div><br /></div><div>ok SMILE</div><div>at least i received cookies from my fren </div><div>a surprise since she hang it on my door</div><div>thanks!</div><div><br /></div><div>Everyone, how was ur Valentine's Day?</div><div>Hope u smiled today too =)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7313729298495038517?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-62513637944146681532012-02-10T08:07:00.000-08:002012-02-10T08:08:28.493-08:00I will lose 5kg from now!<div>I am serious</div><div>but not going to post this on FB</div><div>I will secretly tell u guys here</div><div>hehe</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6251363794414668153?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-71530114161732886062012-02-07T01:31:00.000-08:002012-02-07T01:36:54.718-08:00剩下3个考试<div>都是数学</div><div>会不会有哪一天</div><div>我会淡淡地笑着</div><div>说 数学其实很简单</div><div><br /></div><div>哈哈</div><div>单想象就觉得很帅</div><div><br /></div><div>现在搞不懂的东西</div><div>总有一天会懂的</div><div>我只是需要一些时间</div><div>现在不喜欢的</div><div>也许以后就爱上了</div><div><br /></div><div>我很用力地在准备考试</div><div>考不好也就罢了</div><div>我尽力了</div><div><br /></div><div>加油</div><div>FIGHTING!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7153011416173288606?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-17595890752387811942012-02-04T01:50:00.000-08:002012-02-04T02:12:57.588-08:00谢谢你<div>把我捧成公主</div><div><br /></div><div>我不知道怎么告诉你</div><div>对你的感觉</div><div>听林俊杰的LOVE U U吧</div><div>就是那种很舒服自在的感觉</div><div><br /></div><div>不管隔再远</div><div>不管多久没见面</div><div>不管以后还能不能见面</div><div>我们都要当一辈子的好朋友</div><div>好不好</div><div><br /></div><div>你记性不好</div><div>很多点点滴滴都会忘掉</div><div>没关系</div><div>我都记在心底了</div><div><br /></div><div>你一定不记得</div><div>我曾经问你</div><div>我是你的好朋友吗</div><div>你说</div><div>我们认识没有很久，还不算吧</div><div>我隐约记得你是这么回答的</div><div>现在</div><div>我够资格当你好朋友了吧</div><div><br /></div><div>不管我受了什么委屈</div><div>你都比我自己还生气</div><div>我累了</div><div>你就告诉我要多休息</div><div>我胖了</div><div>最高兴的是你&gt;&lt;</div><div><br /></div><div>我心中某个角落</div><div>属于王子的部分</div><div>就留给你了</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道你在看</div><div>在想 我为什么突然写这些</div><div><br /></div><div>我只是</div><div>一面听LOVE U U</div><div>一面想起你</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道你也很辛苦</div><div>从不告诉我</div><div>只听我诉苦</div><div>谢谢你了</div><div><br /></div><div>听起来有些恶心</div><div>但</div><div>这些年</div><div>如果没有你 我不知道怎么办好</div><div><br /></div><div>你要照顾好你自己</div><div>才能永远支持我这</div><div>任性公主</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1759589075238781194?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-14409944182321956132012-02-03T04:36:00.000-08:002012-02-03T04:40:07.231-08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale </span><div><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, </span><br style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Lead her up the stairwell </span><br style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town, </span><br style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">I was a dreamer before you went and let me down </span><br style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Now it's too late for you </span><br style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">And your white horse, to come around </span> </div><div><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Tahoma; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span ><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">太爱这歌了</span></span></div><div style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span ><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span ><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1440994418232195613?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-73987207690572606252012-01-30T05:23:00.000-08:002012-01-30T05:26:54.914-08:00がんばりたいけど<div>誰かそばにいって一緒にがんばってほしい</div><div>誰か私に勇気を与えてくれない？</div><div>疲れた</div><div><br /></div><div>アルバイトやらなきゃ</div><div>あまり自信ないけど</div><div>がんばるしかない</div><div><br /></div><div>まじ数学嫌だけど＞＜</div><div>もう～～～</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7398720769057260625?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-78958246635336187242012-01-29T02:53:00.000-08:002012-01-29T02:55:03.434-08:00做你应该做的<div>事情就会变得比较好</div><div>Fighting~~~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7895824663533618724?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-61520316142371097342012-01-23T02:44:00.000-08:002012-01-23T02:50:21.907-08:00觉得有点累<div>最近事情好多</div><div>又碰上朋友来东京玩</div><div>然后是过年大家一起吃饭</div><div>很开心但因得立刻继续念书</div><div>所以有些累</div><div><br /></div><div>努力会有成果的</div><div>我会加油加油!</div><div>大家加油~</div><div>新年快乐</div><div>记得要许愿</div><div>再定下新目标</div><div><br /></div><div>我呢</div><div>先努力考完试</div><div>再好好许愿吧^^</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6152031614237109734?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-91294481116349312152012-01-16T03:23:00.000-08:002012-01-16T03:35:10.620-08:00滑雪trip玩得很开心<div>又交了几位好朋友</div><div>全程几乎都是用很malaysian style 的英文或中文</div><div>感觉很亲近</div><div><br /></div><div>我人生中第一次看到那么厚的雪</div><div>很感动</div><div>雪花纷飞</div><div>我站在滑雪场 </div><div>心里想的是 不可思议，我眼前这风景竟然不是假的</div><div><br /></div><div>是的</div><div>我人生又多了个第一次</div><div>觉得很感激</div><div>很幸运</div><div><br /></div><div>是的</div><div>美的事情那么多</div><div>笑一笑</div><div>再加油吧！</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-9129448111634931215?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-22502861937596538172012-01-12T02:54:00.000-08:002012-01-12T03:19:06.739-08:00看着身边的朋友<div><br /></div><div>有远距离恋爱但很甜蜜</div><div>有交往了几年却被劈腿 发现自己浪费了青春</div><div>有为了爱情拼命付出 偶尔得到小回报就很满足</div><div>有被追求的 却对爱情信任太低 期望太高 一直觉得爱情不只这样</div><div>有放弃爱情的 觉得自己一辈子都不会谈恋爱 说自己不懂什么叫心动</div><div><br /></div><div>大家都不满意自己的现况</div><div>都羡慕那些在热恋中的情侣</div><div><br /></div><div>有没有想过</div><div>或许上帝还在观察</div><div>还在考虑 现在的你适合遇见什么样的人</div><div>上帝会看到你的弱点</div><div>然后想办法让你跌一跤 让你长大</div><div>会很痛 但再痛 事情都会过去的</div><div>不要尽力忘记不好的事情</div><div>要尽量做让自己快乐的事情</div><div>脑容量有限的我们 或许就能把不好的事渐渐忘掉</div><div><br /></div><div>我相信没有事情是无缘无故发生的</div><div>现在经历的每一秒</div><div>都会影响我们接下来的没一秒</div><div>能把握时不要放手</div><div>该放手时不再紧握</div><div>决定了就决定了</div><div><br /></div><div>如果可以选择</div><div>为什么不选择快乐</div><div>小朋友都懂的道理</div><div>为什么长大就渐渐忘了</div><div><br /></div><div>要懂得接受</div><div>才能自然的放下</div><div>最重要的是</div><div>懂得珍惜</div><div><br /></div><div>大家加油!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2250286193759653817?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-56099871127700398712011-12-30T02:23:00.000-08:002011-12-30T02:40:31.791-08:00我买了自己的生日礼物!<br />我接下来的生活将离不开音乐<br />太好了<br /><br />累了吧<br />一年下来<br />大家都累了<br />年尾就休息一下<br />再大步大步地往前走吧<br /><br />我快生日了<br />怎么又大一岁了<br />最后一天生日<br />有个好处<br />就是可以永远小一岁<br />明天,我就满21岁了<br />21岁啊...<br /><br />我爱12月<br />12月充满着欢乐<br />回想小时候<br />12月的假期多快乐<br /><br />我怕12月<br />12月总提醒着我又大一岁了<br />要好好反省自己一年内做过什么<br /><br />说实话<br />这一年很不平凡<br />我永远不会忘记<br />我走得很累<br />但幸好一路有朋友陪伴<br />长大了<br />朋友来了又去<br />能踏进心里的朋友就好好珍惜<br /><br />生日愿望<br />上天你一定要听见<br />替我祝福保佑所有我爱的人<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-5609987112770039871?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-20416932174130156372011-12-28T03:07:00.000-08:002011-12-28T03:21:21.327-08:00好久没更新了<br />忙啊<br />也不知在忙什么<br /><br />今年算是有个好的结尾吧<br />圣诞节和朋友交换礼物<br />大家玩玩游戏<br />聊聊心事<br />感情就突然拉近好多<br /><br />结果生日快到了<br />单身的人的生日呢<br />就是要找朋友一起过<br />好好地笑一场<br />才算对得起自己<br /><br />我总觉得我不够好<br />不好到我不敢去试<br />好人嘛,就当一辈子的朋友吧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2041693217413015637?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-25406253057675618282011-12-15T05:44:00.000-08:002011-12-15T06:11:03.407-08:00今天心情没有很好<br />我真的觉得我是一个人的<br /><br />有时我不是想听 你可以的<br />我想听 我知道你尽力了,做不到没关系<br /><br />我真的很笨<br />可是我尽力了<br />结果永远只是一般<br /><br />我想有人可以听我说全部不开心的事<br />可惜我找不到谁可以了解全部<br />平时和我一起上课的朋友<br />她只会说她烦恼的事<br />不会做的功课 都我来告诉她<br />怎么这样?!<br />我想想有时会很生气<br />但没办法<br />不公平就是这世界最公平的事<br /><br />有时我会不想说话<br />听别人说些你不想听的话<br />很累的<br />我累了<br />却说不出来<br /><br />我不是故意的<br />我尽量开心了<br />但今晚就让我好好流泪吧<br />我想好好哭一场<br />不需要理由<br />不需要解释<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2540625305767561828?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-60224774710360773112011-12-09T21:46:00.000-08:002011-12-09T21:59:45.878-08:00如果让你们担心了<br />对不起<br /><br />我其实没有崩溃到那么需要酒精<br />我之前吐不是因为喝太多<br />我只是吃太饱<br /><br />我知道我在做什么<br />每一秒<br />我都是清醒地<br />我是喝醉也不会失去记忆的人<br />我不是那种可以利用酒精麻痹自己的人<br />所以我很好<br />不要担心了<br /><br />在日本喝酒是应该快乐的<br />只是我开始在考虑<br />从此不再多喝了<br />反正喝了也不会变比较快乐<br />酒精胜不了我的顽固理性<br />我还是比较适合用睡觉来麻痹自己<br />哈哈<br />我是大懒猪 XD<br /><br />最近有些忙<br />但都过去了<br />我发现我变得不那么执著了<br />接受不完美的自己<br />就没那么累了<br /><br />加油加油!<br />快生日了<br />我可以去挑生日礼物了!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6022477471036077311?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-60177932941026619812011-12-04T03:13:00.000-08:002011-12-04T03:22:17.007-08:00闭上眼<br />我觉得我身在马来西亚<br />躺在我熟悉的床上<br />听着我最爱的电台<br /><br />另一秒<br />我觉得我在我亲爱的Kancil里<br />听着我最爱的电台<br /><br />利用网站<br />我现在听着My FM<br />我觉得我离马来西亚那么近<br />却那么远<br /><br />我好想家<br />好想好想<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6017793294102661981?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-54096685328171816292011-11-27T06:26:00.000-08:002011-11-27T06:35:57.504-08:00我又发梦了<br />这回梦里我必须做选择<br /><br />很奇怪的梦<br />我莫名其妙考上NUS<br />然后我必须选择放弃现在的大学<br />还是放弃NUS的OFFER<br /><br />奇怪了<br />我有这么想逃离日本吗？<br />或许我只需要个朋友在同一间大学一起努力<br /><br />结果在梦里想了很多<br />还是没做任何决定<br />梦醒了<br />庆幸一切都是梦<br />如果是现实<br />我也不知会如何选择<br /><br />我想念你们<br />你们想我吗？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-5409668532817181629?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-37885182285506432012011-11-22T20:30:00.000-08:002011-11-22T20:34:09.804-08:00I drinked<br />Vomited twice<br />But I woke up at 10am this morning<br />Geng!!!<br />And without any headache<br /><br />It's enough<br />I promise no more such drinking for this month<br />LOL this month gonna end very soon =P<br />Maybe will drink again when Christmas or my birthday<br />But that time will be happy drinking =)<br />I promise<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-3788518228550643201?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-13732549256833977362011-11-21T02:15:00.000-08:002011-11-21T02:19:39.046-08:00I actually know that<br />I m just running away<br />Trying very hard not to face it<br /><br />I changed<br />T_T<br />Hate this girl with no more passion n courage<br />Can someone chase her away<br />Because I have no idea how to do it &gt;&lt;<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1373254925683397736?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-80881896504475507472011-11-20T06:43:00.000-08:002011-11-20T06:53:03.826-08:00Thanks for reminding me<br />I am a princess &lt;3<br />I almost forget this<br /><br />I really miss my family so much<br />Miss my parents<br />Miss my siblings<br />May god bless them good health<br />That would be my biggest birthday wish this year =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8088189650447550747?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-22391446247417184912011-11-17T03:42:00.000-08:002011-11-17T03:52:59.774-08:00F***!<br />Sometime I just wish I can scold it out loudly<br />I m not angry<br />I just feel distracted<br />Maybe a little annoyed<br /><br />Again fake Japanese<br />How can Japanese be so damn fake<br />U are not happy, u show it!<br />That's the wat things should be<br />Why you want to smile when u dun feel to?!<br />Why are you doing so things that can make ppl misunderstand?!<br /><br />It is not fair at all!!!!<br />Why I m getting a D when others get an A when we have done the same thing<br />I just hate him<br />Who u think u are?!<br />偉そうに？！アホか？？？<br /><br />ok, i think i m getting emotionally unstable now<br />gona stop here ady<br />When are things gonna be better???<br />someone pls tell me T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2239144624741718491?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-48641130291279275832011-11-16T05:24:00.000-08:002011-11-16T05:33:46.955-08:00是时候交代一下近况了<br />最近心情没有很好 就普通<br />都靠吃很饱让自己感觉幸福<br />这种冷天特别容易感到寂寞<br />还是吃饱最实际<br />减肥下次再说 哈哈 XD<br /><br />决定了<br />一个人也可以很好<br />或许上天还在悄悄安排更好的人选吧<br />Maybe I deserve a better one<br /><br />期待下星期朋友的生日派对<br />好久没碰酒精了<br />这次我一定要喝醉<br />我不管了<br /><br />今天去面试了<br />如果成功的话<br />以后就得一星期打5天工<br />就会比较忙了<br />但还是希望可以打工<br />我要努力赚钱！！！<br />女生还是要靠自己<br />这样才可以吃好的用好的<br />爱自己<br />加油加油<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-4864113029127927583?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-87344245439137858572011-11-11T07:12:00.000-08:002011-11-11T07:40:50.729-08:00I leave myself alone<br />Maybe I should say Thank you for not disturbing me<br />Things are not going as the way I want it to be<br />But I will stay ok<br />At least there is some good news too<br /><br />BTW<br />I ate too much recently &gt;&lt;<br />The fault of cold cold autumn T_T<br />Arghhhhh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8734424543913785857?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-51016129760686627252011-11-09T08:35:00.000-08:002011-11-09T08:36:38.358-08:00I think I have reached my limit<br />It's enough<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-5101612976068662725?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-11236969460207657722011-11-09T00:49:00.000-08:002011-11-09T00:53:24.783-08:00好冷啊<br />我好像生病了<br /><br />我不想告诉你<br />我好像在想你了<br />你真的有那么忙吗<br />连一封短信也要吝啬吗 T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1123696946020765772?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-21704934492343443012011-11-04T23:33:00.000-07:002011-11-04T23:40:51.352-07:00好啦<br />是没误会了<br />只是我有些累了<br /><br />要过回原先我没被打扰的生活<br />没必要每晚等到那么晚<br />没这必要<br /><br />知道你很累很忙很烦很压力<br />我其实也想说声加油<br />但说不出口<br />有些话不说比较好<br />等有一天你想告诉我你那些不开心的事情<br />我才给你些鼓励吧<br /><br />不要想太多<br />是对自己比较好的方法<br />笑一个！！！<br />好 =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2170493449234344301?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-61231269814425734612011-11-03T08:53:00.000-07:002011-11-03T09:04:38.396-07:00我忘了这是今天第几次把电脑关上又打开<br />反反复复的<br />和我心情一样乱<br /><br />说了一些不该说的话<br />我猜应该有造成一些误会<br />现在好懊恼哦<br /><br />我没有生气的意思<br />我...<br />只是有些不高兴<br />有些闷闷不乐<br />我只是.......<br />唉<br />我只是不知道你在想什么<br />我怕你误会我<br />我怕你觉得　这女生怎么这样?<br /><br />朋友叫我现在什么也不要管<br />让事情过去就过去<br />但我很想澄清我没有生气的意思<br />我不想莫名其妙被误会<br />因为我根本没有生气的立场<br />我............<br />我现在什么也做不了<br /><br />真麻烦啊<br />人与人<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6123126981442573461?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-84312329599928857562011-11-02T09:04:00.000-07:002011-11-02T09:14:24.860-07:00或许我该认真想想<br />应该这样吗<br />我怎么觉得我走得太快了<br />我找不到那平衡了<br />没有感觉了<br />我让我自己不快乐了<br />却没到那种很不开心<br />只是闷闷的<br />不怎么舒服 T_T<br />对不起<br />我想对自己说对不起<br />我不知道我想写什么<br />对不起<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8431232959992885756?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-45357637955898760692011-11-01T05:52:00.000-07:002011-11-01T05:56:10.625-07:00好像少了些什么<br />我们太像好朋友了<br />就是少了些什么...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-4535763795589876069?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-78499437504365354132011-10-30T07:13:00.000-07:002011-10-30T07:21:52.706-07:00いろいろ聞いてくれてありがとう<br />ね～わかる？<br />実はね、私ってあまり自信ないのよ<br />こっちから連絡するのがほとんどだし<br />食事に誘うのも<br />いつも私のほうから<br />あなたはどう思ってるのかしら<br />この女、積極すぎるな～とかは思ってないよね<br />心配なんだよ<br />あなた、分からないでしょう...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7849943750436535413?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-81723101336456236242011-10-23T03:57:00.000-07:002011-10-23T04:02:27.394-07:00我不是存心想要抱怨<br />我也不想是爱哭鬼<br />我只是觉得<br />怎么会那么难<br /><br />我曾经最爱的<br />最感兴趣的<br />变成我最怕的<br />甚至想逃避的<br /><br />到底怎么了<br />发生什么事了<br />我一点头绪都没有<br /><br />有没有人和我一样<br />可以和我分享同一份心情？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8172310133645623624?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-29836844434915663152011-10-21T03:40:00.000-07:002011-10-21T04:02:12.322-07:00秋天了<br />天气转凉了<br /><br />不知道为什么<br />秋天总给我种寂寞的感觉<br /><br />走出图书馆<br />天色有点黑<br />秋天天黑得比较早<br />下着毛毛雨<br />撑起伞<br />一个人走向车站<br /><br />记得去年秋天<br />过的好像有些痛苦<br />今年会怎么样呢<br /><br />去年冬天<br />去年生日<br />我很记得<br />我很寂寞<br /><br />我想许个不一样的愿望<br />我想送自己一份不一样的礼物<br />我想...........<br /><br />哈哈哈<br />怎么突然说到生日了<br />还早呢<br />今年生日要不一样<br />至少我不要一个人过<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2983684443491566315?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-9787109162262725522011-10-20T02:04:00.000-07:002011-10-20T02:11:47.163-07:00Are you giving me a hint?<br /><br />最近遇见一个好人<br />还不算很熟<br />但我们第一次Skype就能聊很久<br /><br />很久没有这种感觉了<br />很想多了解他<br />我想知道在我还没遇见他前<br />他经历过的事<br />他的想法<br /><br />本人爱面子<br />会害怕<br />也怕受伤<br />最重要的是<br />很笨<br /><br />顺其自然吧<br />祝福我<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-978710916226272552?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-89235185330514638182011-10-19T03:51:00.000-07:002011-10-19T03:56:51.837-07:00I think I meet someone very nice =)<br /><br />イイ人に会ったよ<br />もっともっと彼としゃべりたいわ<br />一回しか会ったことがないのに<br />一時間半ぐらいずっとしゃべったよ<br />なんか親しい感じがしますね<br />やっばマレーシア人がイイ！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8923518533051463818?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-20543145062059092242011-10-13T05:52:00.000-07:002011-10-13T06:12:53.126-07:00好啦<br />我承认<br />看到朋友平时上课都在睡觉<br />考试前才向我借答案复习<br />考试成绩我B她A<br />我是真的有点不服气啦<br /><br />不是你比别人努力一些<br />你就比别人好一些<br />我会尽量不和别人比较<br />至少我尽力了<br />那数学本来就不是我擅长的<br />能过我就很感激了<br /><br />我必须承认<br />有时我会怀疑自己适合这科吗<br />我能顺利毕业吗<br />一切到最后会是值得的吗<br /><br />不能退后<br />也不准往回看<br />我必须遵守这我自己默默许下的承诺<br /><br />很吃力<br />我有太多的不足<br />我需要更多的努力<br />我想要多一些动力<br />一个人努力<br />有时会太累<br /><br />我相信全部留学生都有同样的感受<br />一个人努力<br />很吃力很累<br /><br />我不孤独<br />但我寂寞<br />太多无法哭诉的<br />我已经忘记那种大家都在烦恼同一间事情的感觉了<br />朋友很多<br />但各自有各自的烦恼<br />我不知道谁懂我<br /><br />幸好最近有件值得高兴的事<br />持续每天的运动<br />让我瘦了=)<br />要再加油！！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2054314506205909224?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-9554012609589413022011-10-10T04:54:00.000-07:002011-10-10T04:58:38.559-07:00走过来<br />用心和我聊天<br />带我短暂地离开现实的世界<br />好不好<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-955401260958941302?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-35084519349549945182011-10-07T09:04:00.000-07:002011-10-07T09:17:27.576-07:00多分　こういうことに努力しない方がいいと思う<br />だって　この性格でここまできたから<br />変わる必要はないかな～<br /><br />努力したら何とかなるっていうのは<br />こういう場合じゃないよね<br />できるのは<br />ただの待つだけかな<br />こういう風に言いたくないけど<br /><br />まあ<br />別に好きな人がいるわけじゃないから<br />彼氏とかは別に要らないわ<br />うん<br />要らない<br /><br />がんばれ！<br />昔の私に戻りたいわ<br />一人でも大丈夫<br />絶対大丈夫よね<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-3508451934954994518?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-6190659817325391702011-10-04T04:18:00.000-07:002011-10-04T04:39:33.362-07:00不好意思<br />我又要发牢骚了<br /><br />我真的觉得我是笨蛋<br />我没用<br />我没办法完全靠自己赚的钱<br />我很惭愧<br /><br />有钱不一定幸福<br />但没钱的确会阻碍很多事情<br /><br />为什么没人骂我<br />为什么妈妈不骂我<br />为什么妈妈要告诉我她自己有存到一些钱可以给我们<br />她不知道我听到后心里有多惭愧多心疼<br />我一辈子都不会忘记这番话<br /><br />为什么姐姐不骂我<br />她应该的<br />毕竟她曾渡过的<br />是我没办法想象的<br />我不能不比较<br />虽然朋友都说我不应该拿自己和别人比较<br />可惜我就是办不到<br /><br />我会加油的<br />不能做的像姐姐那么棒<br />我也要加油<br /><br />我爱爸爸妈妈<br />我爱姐姐弟弟<br />很爱很爱<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-619065981732539170?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-77674289420610320122011-09-25T05:26:00.000-07:002011-09-25T05:35:46.063-07:00昨晚<br />狠狠的哭了一整晚<br />把所有不知所措哭出来<br />把勇气哭回来<br /><br />好像有比较好吧<br />可惜今天的午觉还是发噩梦<br />吓醒的感觉真的不太好<br />弄得我有点累<br /><br />明天起又得面对考试<br />加油加油！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7767428942061032012?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-22746223875162854112011-09-23T00:25:00.000-07:002011-09-23T01:10:55.295-07:00我知道了<br />是王力宏的你不知道的事<br />让我哭的<br /><br />其实这几晚都难入眠<br />一直觉得隔壁很吵什么的<br />我知道全都是因我心没办法静下来<br />我竟然睡不着<br />这太不像我了<br /><br />这难道就是别人所说的压力吗<br />我压力了吗<br />我只知道我心中满满恐惧<br />明天变得一天比一天可怕<br /><br />我不想承认<br />我逼我自己早睡<br />脑子却不怎么听话<br />它什么时候变得不听主人的话了<br />好恐怖<br />连它也远离我了吗<br /><br />没事的<br />我没事<br />不要担心我<br />我哭过就好了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2274622387516285411?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-33969224110479798302011-09-21T05:34:00.000-07:002011-09-21T05:42:27.642-07:00日本在刮台风啊<br />好恐怖<br />我呢<br />就躲在家里和朋友聊聊天<br />看看书 睡睡觉<br /><br />这几天的话题都离不开要交男朋友的事<br />朋友都在走桃花运?!<br />太羡慕了啦<br /><br />我看看之前照的照片就觉得我实在变胖太严重<br />哎呀<br />怎么那么胖啊<br />伤心 T.T<br /><br />书也快看不下去了<br />但不看,考试怎么办啊<br />天啊<br />我头痛啊...<br /><br />一整天没干什么怎么还是那么累啊<br />怎么搞的? &gt;&lt;<br />好啦<br />就先这样吧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-3396922411047979830?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-89647731036045847982011-09-18T07:23:00.000-07:002011-09-18T07:42:34.648-07:00刚和妈妈聊完天<br />妈妈说她最担心就是弟弟考大学的事情<br />她还告诉我<br />现在他们赚的钱都没有人用<br />所以下次回去要换日币给我们<br /><br />妈妈说<br />她自己有存到一些钱<br />下次可以让我们带回去<br />我就说你可以拿去旅游啊<br />妈就说旅游都是爸爸在出钱啊<br /><br />我其实希望妈妈不要那么辛苦啦<br />赚的钱就自己花吧<br />那么辛苦把小孩都送出国<br /><br />我真的很喜欢和我妈聊天<br />向她抱怨一些有的没的<br />我就是个小孩<br />当然压力是不要告诉她啦<br />免得她会担心<br /><br />我在想<br />当我在这里觉得寂寞孤独得很痛苦<br />他们是不是也一样寂寞<br /><br />每次想家都会哭<br />这应该是这辈子都无法适应的吧<br />什么失恋失败的心情都会因时间而淡掉<br />惟有想家是时间冲不掉的<br />只会越来越想<br /><br />我爱你们<br />我什么时候才会说出这句话呢<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8964773103604584798?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-91872180939315783492011-09-17T21:42:00.000-07:002011-09-17T21:56:07.367-07:00还是那首<br /><strong>还是要幸福</strong><br />不同的是<br />泪没在流了<br /><br />抱歉<br />若我曾让你担心过<br />谢谢<br />那些小小的鼓励<br />告诉我 我不是孤独的<br /><br />我都在期待星期天<br />我想要听我妈妈的声音<br />来提醒我自己<br />还是一直被捧在手心上<br /><br />今天稍微有些慵懒<br />我应该在念书的<br />但今天是美好的星期天<br />来听一首<br /><strong>我们没有在一起</strong><br /><br />总是远远关心 远远分享<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-9187218093931578349?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-80705842376236624232011-09-14T21:00:00.000-07:002011-09-14T21:04:39.214-07:00救救我<br />为什么一定要一个人渡过<br />为什么没有其他人能了解<br />为什么没人来救我<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8070584237623662423?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-59720281705641134362011-09-12T20:08:00.000-07:002011-09-12T20:28:44.591-07:00是时候实现我的承诺了<br />今天起<br />梦醒了<br /><br />回到我应该面对的现实<br />没有爸爸的碎碎念<br />没有妈妈问我 想吃什么啊?<br />没有姐姐捏着我肚子的赘肉 嘲笑我<br />没有朋友笑着问我日本男生帅不帅<br />都没了<br /><br />原来是这种感觉<br />原来我还是比较习惯被念 被嘲笑<br /><br />现在的我<br />一面听着HEBE的还是要幸福<br />一面流泪<br />一面记载着现在的感受<br /><br />我生病了<br />没有胃口<br />泻肚子<br />越哭就会越想吐<br />越睡就会越头痛<br /><br />今天起要打起精神<br />这是我回国前对自己许的承诺<br />我必须守信用<br />加油<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-5972028170564113436?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-9241374896415039442011-09-07T06:54:00.000-07:002011-09-07T07:02:19.375-07:00这次我又得带着不舍<br />比我第一次离开时更多的不舍<br />离开我的家乡<br />回到现实<br /><br />我上回没掉眼泪<br />但却不能肯定这回眼泪会不会听话<br /><br />我好像发了场很长很长的梦<br />从我暑假开始<br />到我暑假结束<br />现在<br />梦快醒了<br /><br />我好像不见了一些勇气<br />感觉上我比一年半前更胆小<br />现在的我<br />心里夹着很多恐惧<br /><br />接下来<br />我别无选择<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-924137489641503944?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-7129138989413541372011-08-19T08:25:00.000-07:002011-08-19T08:32:20.533-07:00HEBE唱的 <br />寂寞寂寞就好 <br />很好听 <br /> <br />词也写得很好 <br /> <br /><strong>我 寂寞寂寞就好</strong> <br /><strong>你 真的不用 来我回忆里 微笑</strong> <br /><strong>我 就不相信 我会 笨到忘不了</strong> <br /><strong>赖着 不放掉</strong> <br /><strong>人 本来就 寂寞的</strong> <br /><strong>我 总会把你戒掉</strong> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-712913898941354137?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-2878323558090501872011-08-15T01:25:00.000-07:002011-08-15T01:32:36.811-07:00不小心提起了你 <br />我肯定我用的字眼是“曾经” <br />我肯定我说那只是过去 <br /> <br />那晚 <br />我却梦见了你 <br /> <br />在梦里你的解释我无法接受 <br />在现实里我没资格听解释 <br /> <br />梦里你哭的表情 <br />逼真得让我相信你 <br />甚至到梦醒 <br /> <br />还好是一场梦 <br />这样最好 <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-287832355809050187?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-34172864791255012762011-08-08T09:02:00.000-07:002011-08-08T09:11:11.242-07:00我也想说 <br />我想和你在一起 <br /> <br />我也想听 <br />我会一直陪着你 <br /> <br />我也想抱怨 <br />他吵架都不让我 <br /> <br />我也想炫耀 <br />我亲手为了他做了蛋糕 <br /> <br />这些嘛 <br />想想就好 <br /> <br />看部电影 <br />偶尔感受下那浪漫气息就够了 <br />现实容不下太多浪漫 <br />现实没那么多王子公主 <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-3417286479125501276?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-62560539791254721912011-08-07T08:07:00.000-07:002011-08-07T08:12:21.616-07:00不应该再期待别人帮你些什么<br />有时候很多事情是得自己来<br />问问问<br />再问也一样<br />别人帮得了多少<br /><br />有时会觉得自己太笨<br />物理嘛<br />毕竟需要头脑比较好的人吧<br /><br />教授到底要的是什么<br />我不知道我能不能办到。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6256053979125472191?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-84141010960251703292011-08-04T10:05:00.000-07:002011-08-04T10:28:18.599-07:00最近没好好的写一些东西了<br />那天一个人去了横浜よこはま<br />我巧遇一位80岁的伯伯<br />我经常觉得上帝会派一些人来告诉我一写讯息<br />或者有些人觉得那其实就是上帝的化身<br />不重要<br />我常被这种突然的缘分感动<br />我会在他们的身上看到我要的<br /><br />来东京之前<br />曾在我迷惘害怕的时候<br />遇见的那位女士<br />那天她告诉我的那番话<br />我必须一直记住<br />那是上帝想要告诉我的<br /><br />最近<br />我遇见的那位伯伯<br />80岁了<br />却一直让自己的生命活得很精彩<br />与不同的人相遇<br />我好羡慕他<br /><br />没有办法准确地形容那时的感受<br />那种与初次见面的陌生人的亲切感<br />如果我不是在这里<br />我或许一辈子都感受不到<br /><br />觉得自己很幸运<br />很幸福<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8414101096025170329?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-66528077228025986202011-07-29T07:36:00.000-07:002011-07-29T08:30:04.406-07:00外面下着雨<br /><br />我开始在回想<br />去年的这个时候<br />我在干什么<br /><br />不到一个月就能回家了<br />兴奋但有点紧张<br />在我离开的这一年半<br />原本属于我的地方<br />会不会变得不属于我了<br />还是我在这段时间的改变<br />会让我变得格格不入<br /><br />如果原本熟悉的一切<br />变得陌生了<br />那会很恐怖<br />那代表了你错过了很多很多<br />可能多到你无法想象<br /><br />我也只是想想而已<br />我应该可以很开心的回家<br />好好享受享受<br /><br />我等不及了！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6652807722802598620?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-18333752065059332522011-07-25T06:25:00.000-07:002011-07-25T06:31:05.218-07:00睡到12点才起床<br />吃早餐<br />出门<br />买了个相机<br />面膜 腰带 项链<br /><br />回家<br />今晚想吃鱼<br />去超市买了鱼<br />烤了鱼 吃了<br />冰箱里剩的汤喝掉<br />再吃我最爱的零食<br /><br />我平凡的一天吗<br />不<br />还是很不平凡的一天<br />我爱我<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1833375206505933252?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-634459738588756162011-07-20T04:45:00.000-07:002011-07-20T04:57:34.255-07:00刚和一位也是马来西亚的女生聊天<br />说起3月11号的地震<br /><br />我那时人不在东京<br />所以那时的地震<br />对我来说不至于造成阴影<br /><br />她说<br />"我以为我生命会就这样结束了"<br /><br />她不是第一位这样告诉我的人<br />我另一位经历过那地震的朋友<br />也曾告诉我<br />"我当时以为我快死掉了"<br /><br />她告诉我<br />那天晚上<br />大家围在电视机前看新闻<br />几乎大家都在哭<br />没人敢一个人睡觉<br />大家的心都是慌的<br /><br />我听了起鸡皮疙瘩<br />我想起我一位因车祸去世的朋友<br /><br />人生永远无法被预测<br />想吃就吃<br />想睡就睡<br />爱自己<br />和爱你所爱的人<br />加油<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-63445973858875616?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-45223051925104608792011-07-18T00:35:00.000-07:002011-07-18T00:49:14.423-07:00时间很可怕<br /><br />时间可以让你放下曾经以为放不下的<br />同时也让你放下你曾经决定要坚持的<br /><br />时间让你和某些人距离拉近<br />却也同时让你和某些人的感情变淡<br /><br />时间让你看见世界有多么大<br />却让你失去你曾相信的那单纯小世界<br /><br />所以<br />要努力坚持自己的梦想<br />同时放下应该放下的<br /><br />要努力与你爱的人保持联系<br />同时多交一些你觉得该交的朋友<br /><br />要拥有自己的小世界 当里面的主角<br />同时扩大自己的视野 尽量张大眼睛好好看这世界<br /><br />哈哈<br />我好矛盾哦<br />这样应该会精神分裂 XD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-4522305192510460879?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-10216735023896427792011-07-17T06:54:00.000-07:002011-07-17T07:00:26.317-07:00女生要会爱自己<br />毕竟要等到爱你的人出现不容易<br />做自己爱做的事<br />让自己快乐<br />很重要<br /><br />拥有些什么<br />就注定失去些什么<br /><br />所以<br />当你无法拥有一些什么<br />就代表你没在失去另一些什么<br /><br />哈哈<br />什么和什么<br />我懂就好了<br />懂的人自然就会懂<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1021673502389642779?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-27053895835449506932011-07-12T06:51:00.000-07:002011-07-12T06:55:16.685-07:00FUCK!!!<br />Can u stop expeccting too much from a year 1 student?!<br />Cant u just look at all the other's reactions?<br />バカか？お前<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2705389583544950693?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-58176919476894348582011-07-09T05:59:00.000-07:002011-07-09T06:01:36.770-07:00好<br />收到你要给我的讯息了<br />我不知道我能不能完成任务<br />但我会尽力<br />谢谢你的机会<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-5817691947689434858?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-1293957902217892742011-07-07T05:04:00.000-07:002011-07-07T05:14:52.535-07:00可不可以告诉我<br />你到底想传达什么讯息给我<br />我哪里做错了<br />你是想惩罚我吗<br />我不知道应该怎么解读这些失败<br />自我安慰已经不够用了<br />我需要一些比较具体的鼓励<br />这样或许有些贪心<br />可是让我看见好不好<br />好不好............<br /><br />不要再让我觉得自己没用了<br />好不好<br />好不好<br />............<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-129395790221789274?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-32816894323178590592011-07-06T02:46:00.000-07:002011-07-06T03:04:23.055-07:00我泪又再次停不下来<br /><br />我到底错过了多少<br />我不想一个人错过全部<br />不想 不想<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-3281689432317859059?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-65625229938745787032011-07-03T07:12:00.001-07:002011-07-03T07:13:27.341-07:00<strong>我头痛</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>很痛 很痛</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>我快疯了</strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6562522993874578703?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-22560812620927282562011-06-26T07:30:00.000-07:002011-06-26T07:32:20.433-07:00最近有些忙<br />不知不觉周末又过去了<br /><br />但至少<br />忙让我感受到我还活着<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2256081262092728256?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-68604508058137001382011-06-21T04:15:00.000-07:002011-06-21T04:30:10.330-07:00还要经历多少次？<br />那种濒临要放弃的感觉<br /><br />是我能承受的太少吗？<br />我头脑没别人好<br />朋友没别人多<br />老师讲的笑话我听不懂<br />老师讲的课跟不上<br />自己借书来看也看不懂<br />努力准备考试还是写不出<br />没有人可以教我<br />我变得没人可以依靠<br /><br />坐在床上哭出声音<br />却是独自一个人<br />连影子都在嘲笑我<br />怎么连小事都搞不定<br /><br />我其实想再独立一些<br />再坚强一些<br />可是可不可以原谅我现在办不到？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6860450805813700138?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-15845352275090289652011-06-20T03:54:00.000-07:002011-06-20T04:14:50.558-07:00在facebook发现了第22届金曲奖A-LIN的表演<br />反复听了几遍<br />当她唱到王力宏的你不知道的事<br />我感动到想流泪<br /><br />你不知道我为什么离开你<br />多的是 你不知道的事<br /><br />很人生<br />我们不知道的 多得离谱<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1584535227509028965?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-3862452742488648192011-06-18T11:17:00.000-07:002011-06-18T11:20:52.359-07:00我在等的<br />什么时候会出现?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-386245274248864819?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-64492443796265063732011-06-13T02:29:00.000-07:002011-06-13T02:40:40.578-07:00得过且过<br />用来形容我现在的生活最贴切不过<br /><br />看着别人发光的眼睛<br />我有点羡慕<br />我已失去那股冲劲<br />暂时就让我放纵懒散一下吧<br /><br />一个月后就放暑假啦<br />快得不可思议<br />快得可怕<br /><br />肯定是少了些什么<br />肯定会有一些事情会发生<br />来提醒我 现在生活的意义<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6449244379626506373?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-81554991708067141282011-06-10T08:18:00.000-07:002011-06-10T08:25:11.516-07:00难过了<br />怎么办<br /><br />果然努力了还是这样<br />失望了<br /><br />不好的事好像会连着<br />那明明不是我的错<br />可惜在日本<br />解释就是狡辩<br />没人会想听解释<br />惟有道歉<br /><br />心情烂透了<br />然后就和朋友去吃得很饱<br />很饱 快吐了<br />然后没钱 快烦死了<br /><br />我泪水流不出来<br />很不舒服<br /><br />我可以怎样<br />我慌了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8155499170806714128?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-88468468924145137522011-06-07T02:08:00.000-07:002011-06-07T02:17:03.413-07:00考了我大学生涯的第一个考试<br />不是期末考，但和期末考占一样的分数<br /><br />果然再怎么努力也不过这样<br />有一点那么不开心<br />考完后心里闷闷的<br />却说不上是难过啦<br /><br />我的一位朋友说<br />所谓大学 就是大不了自己学<br />另外一位说<br />大学 知识并不重要<br />大学训练的 是你的态度<br /><br />什么和什么嘛<br />就是叫你<br />不要把成绩看得太重<br />可是呢<br />身为留学生的我<br />为了奖学金<br />大学的成绩一定要漂漂亮亮的啊<br /><br />找个人来救救我吧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8846846892414513752?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-78022233302329671972011-06-06T03:20:00.000-07:002011-06-06T03:32:49.632-07:00第200篇<br />真的不可思议<br /><br />当初是用什么心情开始我的部落格<br />我记得我刚进F6<br />那时是班长的我<br />情绪有时掌握的不好<br />压力会大<br />这里 就是我抒发一切的地方<br /><br />渐渐<br />这成了一种习惯<br /><br />而又一段时间<br />我没办法天天上网的时候<br />被逼把这习惯]停了一阵子<br /><br />现在<br />这里 变成我抒发的地方<br />同时 也让我知道有朋友在默默支持我<br />我永远不是孤独一人<br /><br />很微妙的感觉<br />见面了<br />再好的朋友 也不会把自己的烦恼全部说出来<br />反而通过赤裸裸的文字<br />一句短短的鼓励<br />比想象中温暖<br />比想象中重要<br /><br />第200篇<br />想谢谢曾经在这里替我加油打气的每一位朋友<br />谢谢你们的默默支持<br />我爱你们<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7802223330232967197?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-24380774286040195052011-06-05T05:20:00.001-07:002011-06-05T05:23:57.448-07:00早上起来<br />念书念到下午<br />睡了个午觉<br />又发梦了<br /><br />这回梦到的是<br />我一家人<br />我们在做章鱼烧<br />日本的一种小吃<br /><br />能快点梦境成真吗<br />什么时候才能够真的一家团聚叻。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2438077428604019505?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-8925117296932037152011-06-04T07:18:00.000-07:002011-06-04T07:24:55.972-07:00梦里还是下着大雨<br />不同的是<br />这次有人拉着我的手一起跑<br /><br />雨很大<br />我们在雨中奔跑<br />他拉着我的手<br />我没感觉到一丝冷<br />梦里的我笑得很开心<br /><br />还是一个没意义的梦<br />男主角是谁也不知道<br /><br />不过没关系<br />反正就是场梦<br /><br />好吧<br />期待下一场梦<br />还是。。。<br />该期待男主角的出现？<br />哈哈<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-892511729693203715?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-83609051720501419812011-06-03T04:22:00.000-07:002011-06-03T04:32:01.627-07:00一回到家<br />觉得好累<br />倒头就睡了<br /><br />梦里很乱<br />雨下得很大<br />我们必须去到岸的另一边<br />但河流很大<br />而指示是<br />我们必须用跳的<br /><br />我不敢<br />然后滑倒了<br />隐约听见旁边的人在嘲笑我<br />我爬起来<br />问 可以选择不过去对面吗？<br />印象有点模糊<br />但好像是不过去就得放弃个什么<br /><br />就这样<br />在梦里<br />我没跨过去<br />然后醒了<br /><br />感觉上没什么意义的梦<br />情景很碎<br />只是这样的梦让我有点累<br />可惜啊<br />谁都无法决定梦境<br /><br />今晚的梦会比较好吗？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8360905172050141981?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-77235206684528880722011-05-28T07:01:00.000-07:002011-05-28T07:12:31.076-07:00粉红色很可爱吧<br />帮部落格换了个清爽的感觉<br />顺便让自己看了也比较舒服<br /><br />今天去了东京大学的学园祭<br />认识了一些马来西亚的留学生<br />很巧的是<br />遇见一位和我一样念物理系的4年级生<br /><br />有时候出去走走会有不一样的收获<br />我平时都把自己闷坏了啦<br /><br />晚上和朋友在宿舍一起做寿司<br />吃得很饱啊<br />人生又变彩色了<br />哈哈<br />我就是爱吃啊<br /><br />今天最大的收获<br />就是当了30分钟的公主<br />谢谢王子！！<br />哈哈<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7723520668452888072?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-49326037565734988512011-05-27T03:14:00.000-07:002011-05-27T03:25:49.277-07:00今天心情有点不太好<br />我觉得我自己很没用<br /><br />银行户口剩下几百块<br />真可笑<br />去年我还记得我自己说过<br />奖学金的十万是要用来回国和买礼物回去的<br />现在却用光了<br />幸好机票是爸爸暂时帮我付的<br />不然以我现在的经济情况<br />想回也回不了啦<br /><br />我真的很没用<br />到现在还没找到工作<br />钱只有出 没有进<br />真是很没用<br /><br />有时会自我安慰<br />就会想<br />不要着急<br />或许这都是上天安排给你的<br />它想要你先适应一下<br />再让你工作<br /><br />可是自我安慰毕竟还是安慰<br />银行户口的钱不会因此增加<br /><br />拜托<br />让我的学费减免通过吧！<br />还有之前申请的]奖学金通过吧！<br />求求你了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-4932603756573498851?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-63042809373515977562011-05-22T00:41:00.000-07:002011-05-22T00:55:23.876-07:00我昨晚想出去散步<br />不知道找谁陪我比较好<br />结果还是没出门<br /><br />我发现我一直在很害怕<br />甚至觉得上帝是不是已对我失望了<br />我昨晚睡前在想<br />是不是它曾经给了我太多机会<br />而我没有珍惜<br />所以它决定放弃我了<br /><br />我发觉我很想找个人陪我聊聊<br />然后认同我<br />告诉我现在这样没什么不好<br />没什么不对<br />不要心虚 不要害怕<br /><br />我需要有人告诉我这一切<br />因为我自己无法说服我自己<br />再这样下去我会讨厌我<br />我看不起我自己<br />我罪恶感很重<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6304280937351597756?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-29130285878281329682011-05-15T03:23:00.000-07:002011-05-15T03:29:07.765-07:00是不是做错了决定<br />当初是不是应该坚持<br />那就不会像现在这样<br /><br /><br />周末就这样过去了<br />感觉什么也没做到<br />日子竟然没意义到这样吗<br />还是快到我没办法记住这一切<br /><br /><br />心很不踏实<br />我必须快点再找到工作<br />却不想面对现实<br />持续在逃避<br /><br /><br />怎么办<br />感觉自己很没用<br />什么都做不好<br />烂透了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2913028587828132968?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-30076832374986133232011-05-07T09:55:00.000-07:002011-05-07T10:13:01.715-07:00<div align="center">刚才把以前写的东西</div><br /><div align="center">仔细看了一遍</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">看着回忆</div><br /><div align="center">感觉好无助</div><br /><div align="center">怎么就只能眼睁睁看着记忆变淡</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">时间过得好快</div><br /><div align="center">触碰回忆</div><br /><div align="center">就像在一片平静的水面</div><br /><div align="center">轻轻一碰</div><br /><div align="center">波动乍看不大</div><br /><div align="center">却一直持续</div><br /><div align="center">挥之不散</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">我</div><br /><div align="center">好像累了</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-3007683237498613323?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-7804816369975651612011-01-09T03:17:00.000-08:002011-01-09T03:27:56.697-08:00今天早上收到妈妈寄给我和姐的包裹<br />我能感觉到满满的爱心<br /><br />上面很贴心的写上了<br />祝你们生日快乐<br />谢谢<br /><br />我记得以前我总以为我会留在国外工作<br />我觉得马来西亚不公平<br />所以我不要留下<br /><br />可是现在<br />随便一个人问我<br />以后回国吗？<br />我都说<br />我想回<br /><br />我想和我家人一起生活<br />那比什么都重要<br /><br />我想留在我的祖国<br />那里才是属于我的地方<br /><br />不知道是不是我而已<br />踏出了马来西亚<br />才看到它可爱的地方<br />所以留学真是留对了<br /><br />我会加油的<br />让自己变更好<br />才再度回来 ＝）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-780481636997565161?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-25565207884421982532010-12-29T19:02:00.000-08:002010-12-29T19:09:27.983-08:00放冬假了<br />爽啊！<br />每天睡到自然醒<br />没什么太大的烦恼<br /><br />最近的我很好<br />也吃得好<br />结果还是瘦不下来 ><<br /><br />明天就是生日了<br />提早祝我自己<strong>生日快乐！</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />我许了三个愿望<br />会实现吗？<br /><br />じゃ、皆さん<br />よいお年を　＝）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2556520788442198253?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-47473418884138714842010-12-05T04:17:00.000-08:002010-12-05T04:29:56.409-08:00原来言语有时根本表达不了感受<br />现在的我<br />我没办法解释<br />是我把一切想的太复杂吗？<br />不要问我<br />我没有答案<br /><br />我有时觉得自己是被遗留下来的那个<br />全世界都在走自己的路<br />我在这里挣扎<br />怎么说呢<br /><br />大学会是一个turningpoint<br />但我看不到我的那个转角<br />当别人问我<br />在那里念什么科系<br />我没有答案<br /><br />我甚至害怕别人质疑<br />我想逃避所有问题<br /><br />12月了<br />我生日的月份<br />没有一点想庆祝的感觉<br /><br />会不会有一天<br />我突然决定放弃<br />我该怎样让自己一直充满自信？<br />我想我需要能量<br />无条件给我好不好？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-4747341888413871484?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-24673540834387886662010-10-09T01:42:00.000-07:002010-10-09T01:57:07.127-07:00我会记得那一天早上<br />忘了带手机出门<br />结果想搭电车回去<br />还上错电车<br />折腾了一个小时<br /><br />那时就感觉<br />我时间已经不够用了<br />上天还要整我吗<br />一个小时对我来说有多重要！<br /><br />那段时间<br />精神很紧绷吧<br />那好胜的性格<br />爱面子的我<br />不喜欢认输<br /><br />所以逼自己太紧<br />那一刻<br />我走在路上<br />有一种<strong>让我选择放弃吧</strong><br /><strong>我根本应付不了这全部</strong>的感觉<br /><br />我没有办法告诉任何人<br />我看着手机<br />我不知该发简讯给谁<br />谁会真正了解我现在的心情?<br />应该没有<br /><br />幸好<br />后来遇见两位也是马来西亚的前辈<br />听了他们的过去<br />知道这一步是必经的<br />所有人都会有想放弃的时候<br /><br />我真的觉得他们是上帝派来告诉我的<br />尽力就好<br />加油<br />下个月的留考<br />得赢过那些自以为厉害的人<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2467354083438788666?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-91701337671942906192010-09-24T21:09:00.000-07:002010-09-24T21:21:39.539-07:00换季了<br />是否心情也该换一换<br /><br />很多是从没想像过的感觉<br />没想过会是那么困难<br />更没想过我还能继续走下去<br /><br />当我觉得我快爆炸时<br />下一刻睁开眼睛<br />惊觉自己还活得好好的<br />或许自以为的极限<br />只是虚构的<br /><br />生活忙碌时<br />可以让你忘记想家的感觉<br />和那会刺痛你的烂东西<br />只是<br />有时还会在那一瞬间掉泪<br /><br />我在走我选的路<br />值得庆幸的<br />身边有很多人<br />陪着我一起走<br /><br />加油=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-9170133767194290619?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-26205387210798073072010-09-11T04:38:00.000-07:002010-09-11T04:43:09.735-07:00不知不觉你生日了<br />没发短信说生日快乐<br />应该不算无情吧<br />我只是不想承受失落感<br /><br />我有很多说不完的压力<br />因说不完所以不想说<br /><br />我想念马来西亚<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2620538721079807307?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-26838790704397980402010-09-03T23:58:00.000-07:002010-09-04T00:13:56.289-07:00我一直和别人说你不好<br />那只是让我觉得好过一点<br /><br />那短暂的回忆<br />其实也会有烙印<br /><br />我这个笨蛋<br />我一直觉得我好笨<br /><br />你那大大的手掌<br />那可以让我躺的肩膀<br />你说爱我的时候<br />我竟然把这些都推翻了<br />只因为那观念不同<br />我坚信你没爱过我<br /><br />我用了一个晚上流泪<br />然后决定离开<br />那和我想象中不一样的恋爱<br />我没办法给你你要的<br />你也没办法给我我要的<br /><br />这不对的时间<br />发生了一段可惜的恋爱<br />你说应该停下冷静一下的时候<br />对我来说是有多大的伤害<br />你有想过吗<br /><br />我想相信你很爱我<br />但你让我充满不安<br />不安全感很恐怖的<br /><br />我说一起努力看看吧<br />你问我该怎样努力<br />那刻<br />我心好痛<br /><br />再见了<br />我决定让你离开我的世界<br />对不起了<br />我想保护我自己<br />我不想再失望了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-2683879070439798040?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-70054602377755231852010-08-27T23:37:00.000-07:002010-08-27T23:51:46.950-07:00最近发生很多东西<br />开始打工了<br />不容易<br />但也不想说<br /><br />谈恋爱了<br />却觉得一切都太快<br />少了一些踏实感<br />朋友说别想太多<br />享受现在<br />我怎么还是觉得有东西啃着<br />几乎快盖过那该有的甜蜜<br /><br />他很忙<br />下星期还要去东京和福冈<br />一定会很累<br /><br /><strong>仕事があるから</strong><br /><strong>なかなか会えない</strong><br /><strong>ごめんね。。。</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />不想像个小孩<br />所以我告诉自己<br />我不需要粘人的另一半<br />距离是好事<br />他毕竟不是高中生<br /><br />我想要有人听我说说烦恼<br />他却连这时间都没有<br />可能我的烦恼与他的相比<br />算什么？<br /><br /><strong>頑張ってね</strong><br /><strong>応援するよ</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />我想要听的<br />不只是这样而已<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7005460237775523185?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-10442144355438708542010-08-16T21:46:00.000-07:002010-08-16T21:48:11.879-07:00maybe it would be good to know someone not from ur world<br />den the someone can help pull u out<br />from all the rubbish which is troubling u right now<br /><br />maybe i need someone like this...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1044214435543870854?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-57047492390035999552010-08-15T03:36:00.000-07:002010-08-15T03:44:07.202-07:00人生充满不可思议<br />有时上帝会想和你开个玩笑<br />只能说是善意的玩笑吧<br /><br />过去就是过去了<br />全世界没有人会不想回到过去<br />迟了就是迟了<br />全世界没有人能改变过去<br /><br />不想错过那被爱的感觉<br />但不希望浪费任何一方的时间<br />我们不是小孩子了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-5704749239003599955?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-76799652241439613742010-08-12T05:18:00.000-07:002010-08-12T05:21:10.856-07:00感觉有些无力<br />我觉得自己什么都做不了<br />真没用<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7679965224143961374?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-90563281972473232362010-07-29T19:17:00.000-07:002010-07-29T20:18:55.926-07:00人生就像一场赌博<br />做了这选择<br />永远都无法知道如果当初做了别的选择<br />现在会变怎样<br />好像比赌博更冒险哦<br /><br />人定胜天<br />听天由命<br />矛盾<br /><br />其实都是人类用来自我安慰所创造的吧<br />用在不同的时候<br />让自己好过一些<br /><br />拥抱着梦想时<br />想用力一拚<br />就告诉自己<br />人定胜天<br /><br />精疲力尽时<br />还是事与愿违<br />就告诉自己<br />听天由命吧<br />上帝有他的打算的<br /><br />这就是人类的智慧吧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-9056328197247323236?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-42520445925250212562010-07-26T17:53:00.000-07:002010-07-26T18:20:46.738-07:00听着 爱转角<br />又把我带回马来西亚了<br />那段时间<br />就是来日本之前<br />帮忙阿姨做饼<br />好怀念哦<br />和妈 阿姨 到处逛<br />吃东西<br />日子过得那么舒服<br /><br />这几天比较懒<br />暑假作业其实有很多<br />我却只想上上网<br />浪费一下时间<br />让节奏再慢一点<br /><br />朋友的爸妈<br />都会来日本<br />我也超想我父母现在和我一起<br />我想吃爸爸买给我的早餐<br />妈妈煮的午餐<br />大家一起出去吃晚餐<br />简单的幸福<br /><br />希望他们过得好好的<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-4252044592525021256?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-86901074671211111622010-07-25T05:00:00.000-07:002010-07-25T05:25:57.240-07:00今天是暑假的第一天<br />替部落格换了个新面孔<br />感觉很有日本风<br />哈哈<br /><br />昨天去了演讲比赛<br />虽然没得奖<br />可是我觉得我做的不错<br />发挥了我最好的水准<br />也得到很多人的认同<br />甚至有评审告诉我<br />他心目中我是第一名<br /><br />演讲比赛中<br />有来日本五年了的人<br />看到大家都能熬过来<br />无形中也给了我勇气<br /><br />果然变了<br />我变了<br />没办法具体的描叙<br />但有在感觉自己一点一点的成长<br /><br />人永远都不知道自己的极限在那<br />尝试<br />就能不断发现自己能做到的<br />不止那些<br /><br />害怕<br />是盖着成长的面纱<br />大家要一起加油哦<br />勇敢踏出那一步<br />掀开那面纱<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-8690107467121111162?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-58436018852583768402010-07-16T20:47:00.000-07:002010-07-16T20:57:55.576-07:00昨晚不是很愉快<br />出去玩竟然最后变成这样<br /><br />或许是最近又比较多压力吧<br />好像很多东西同时浮出来<br />你不得不面对<br /><br />所以想继续看那连续剧<br />随着主角的情绪<br />他哭 我哭<br />他笑 我笑<br />仿佛什么都不用想<br />感觉什么问题都没有<br /><br />微笑的力气<br />该怎么让自己继续拥有这力气<br />是学问<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-5843601885258376840?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-38188099361729822762010-07-02T00:30:00.000-07:002010-07-02T00:38:35.450-07:00I proved myself<br />Yeah<br />When I managed to go to a place myself<br />First time take a bus in Japan alone<br />Find the directions myself<br />Ask ppl<br />Using my limited Japanese<br />And I feel good<br /><br />By the way<br />I got the second highest mark in the big exam<br />Wow<br />Good<br />Even beat the better class<br />Hehe<br /><br />Morning started with a unknown aunty<br />Said `good morning`<br />Wow<br />Just feel good<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-3818809936172982276?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-64805589360838258332010-06-27T05:04:00.000-07:002010-06-27T05:49:44.377-07:00昨晚不知怎么了<br />我感觉很害怕<br />很害怕<br />是想家了吧<br />我第一次有那么恐怖的感觉<br />只想逃跑<br /><br />所以我很早就睡了<br />因为这是最好的方法<br />能避免我胡思乱想<br />让我暂时的逃避<br /><br />早上看了佳乐给我的照片和上面的一些留言<br />眼泪一直流<br />每拿出来看一次就哭一次<br />我在想<br />什么时候我才会很坚强的不哭<br /><br />加油<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-6480558936083825833?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-48985547291436511122010-06-21T01:06:00.000-07:002010-06-21T01:13:12.987-07:00Just to inform<br />I think I finally got the feeling again<br />The feeling...<br />How to describe<br />Erm.. the feeling when i work so hard and aim for 4 flats in STPM<br /><br /><br />Yup<br />The same feeling now<br />I know I shud work harder<br />Harder than I used to be<br /><br /><br />I m mentally prepared<br />For the fight<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-4898554729143651112?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-17060516075791239102010-06-13T04:46:00.000-07:002010-06-13T04:48:15.223-07:00那种打从心底的恐惧<br />不好受<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-1706051607579123910?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-181309859911457142010-06-04T04:44:00.000-07:002010-06-04T04:55:32.097-07:00I duno what shud I write<br />I feel that I m away<br />I duno how to explain<br />None of u can really understand<br /><br />Complicated<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-18130985991145714?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-78682625454728357152010-06-01T01:17:00.000-07:002010-06-01T01:32:31.921-07:00<div align="center">The day will come</div><div align="center">When u will be forced to face the reality</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Maybe just dun care wat others expect</div><div align="center">They always hope too much</div><div align="center">It will be heavy, my dear</div><div align="center">Get rid of all that</div><div align="center">U are not born to save the world</div><div align="center">U dun carry a burden</div><div align="center">So pity superman</div><div align="center">But not yourself</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">No such things as better</div><div align="center">Every fields will have something special</div><div align="center">U never knows</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Right?</div><div align="center">I need someone to tell me all these</div><div align="center">Please...</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Thanks^^</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-7868262545472835715?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-39624346682681229792010-05-23T01:13:00.000-07:002010-05-24T03:40:11.986-07:00在日本也待了一段时间<br /><br />怎么说呢<br /><br />对日本的看法是。。。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />日本人的热情真是没话说<br /><br />礼貌更是让我佩服<br /><br />渐渐我也改变了<br /><br /><br /><p><br /> </p>刚到日本的时候<br /><br />只要电车有空位<br /><br />想都不用想<br /><br />坐下就对了<br /><br />现在呢<br /><br />会先看看左右<br /><br />有没有老人<br /><br />以免我坐了他们就得站了<br /><br /><br /><br />其实渐渐会爱上这国家<br /><br />没后悔来了<br /><br />期望能体验更多<br /><br />青春才会精彩<br /><br /><br /><br />虽然有时晚上会想家<br /><br />会寂寞<br /><br />会想谈恋爱<br /><br />但一切都很好<br /><br />so far so good ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-3962434668268122979?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3581873176326441014.post-57564914047394961122010-05-16T00:29:00.000-07:002010-05-16T00:33:33.806-07:00Today is sunday<br />I m alone at home<br />Sis went to work<br /><br />I was sitting there<br />I found that I was pretending I m OK<br /><br />I played the music<br />Immediately<br />Tears filled in my eyes<br />I cried as I wish<br />No more pretending<br /><br />Finally it was released<br />Sometimes maybe I have to admit I m nt OK<br /><br />I miss Malaysia<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3581873176326441014-5756491404739496112?l=huizee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>huizeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12476268025261230693noreply@blogger.com0